... people don't remember your birthday? It probably means you're being used. Or you're one of those lonertards that try too hard to fit in (every grade must have at least one).

Not to be one of those emo bloggers, but golly, do I ever feel like shit right now. I don't know what this says about my screwed up values, but I imagine one of the best feelings ever would be if someone jumped me on MSN at 12AM on my birthday saying "HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY". Unless, maybe that's something only I do ... I doubt it =/.
Based on the beginning of this rant, you can already guess what happened yesterday. No one remembered. You need not continue reading this typical self-absorbed teenage suicide letter.

But I don't have an excuse to be too emo, see, AT LEAST ONE PERSON REMEMBERED:

HAHA JUST KIDDINGGGG.

THANKS EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I HERE IS THE COMPLETE LIST OF SHOUTOUTS (I TOOK SCREENSHOTS OF ALL YOU COOL PEOPLE, BUT THERE ARE TOO MANY TO POST):

Special thanks to Liz who emailed me (well it's texting for her and emailing for me). She promised me she'd remember ... and she DID! THANKSSS 8D.

Special thanks to Dragon for the birthday greeting on MSN 15 minutes before July 11th. LOL RIGHT BEFORE I STARTED CUTTING MYSELF IN SORROW, MY PHRIENDLY* NEIGHBOURHOOD EMOMAN HUBBA BUBBA~
* Since you're almost as cool as the PHELLO PHYSICS PHRIENDS, I'll drive you you to your depression centre - you'll be needing it after the Physics test.
BTW, the fact that I'm driving doesn't make me suicidal DON'T TAKE ME TO THOSE DEPRESSION CLASSES, I DON'T NEED THEMMMM, DON'T NEEEDDD ;~; (<-- that's wasn't a suicidal cry either D:<)

Moving on...

Finally, special thanks to Winyen who actually talked to me during the day. (LOL I'm setting myself up to sound like a loner)

People to thank who don't visit this site (most of them at least):
THANKS to people who remembered because of facebook and noted me--Courtney and Amy--or wrote a wall post--Pavan, Ruby, Stephanie, Hannah, Angela, Sam, and Maybelle*--thanks guys!
* Maybelle, I don't actually know whether to count your "MOZARTMOZARTMOZART" as a birthday wish or not. BUT considering what you asked me to do for you on my birthday last year ... IT'S ALL GOOD.
THANKS ToiletFlush guild: Trae, Alex, Jose, Claire, Peter, Jen (?), Stevey, and Anthony
THANKS miscellaneous online people: Stef

People who did things that they really shouldn't have:
1)
THANKS DRAGON FOR THE EARLY-BIRTHDAY-TIMBITS
2)
THANKS WINYEN FOR THE CHICKEN 8D
3)
THANKS RELATATIVES FOR THE $$
4)
THANKS PARENTS FOR THE SUSHI
5)
Awww shucks, you shouldn't have! THANKS DEBBIE FOR THE TABLET!

All in all my birthday my okay I guess. If You comment please don't say "Happy Belated Birthday". I mean if you missed it, you missed it already :D. INSTEAD, WE SHOULD BE MORE FORWARD LOOKING (CHEESYPARADE). So instead of saying "happy belated birthday" and crap, tell me
WHEN IS YOUR BIRTHDAY :D?

Free Plug Line: "My birthday is on (MM/DD/YY)."

buy, t@-t@;
Kung-Fu Chicken (KFC)
Signing off @ 10:26PM eastern

I'm estactic. I've never been this happy since the last time I was this happy :D! A series of the most favourable events just happened to me within 1 hour of each other.

Firstly, yesterday at 4pm I found an article that I really wanted to use for my Extended Essay. Unfortunately after looking for 2 hours, no online databases nor national archives had a copy of the article. I decided I needed to email one of the proffessors who wrote the article. So I gathered up my courage ... and went to play tennis.
I came back in an hour, no more courageous than I was an hour before. With the editting and mental support of Sally, Cecelia and "Dragon" I managed to craft a 3 paragraph formal email to the man. It took me 2 hours to write it - most of which was hyperventilating at the thought of sending an email to a stranger, not just any stranger, a smart stranger. Then I spent an hour making up a new email to send the email with (because my current email is too informal LOL), and all the good formal email names were taken D:
The last hour before I sent it, was spent fantasizing potential response/lack of response from the prof ... and mental preparation for the click of the "send" button. I finally sent the email at 12:02am. And from then this 2:40am-ish, I just sat there reflecting on what I might have done wrong. THE TORTURE~

This morning I woke up at 10:30am. At 9:38am I received this message:

IS THAT NOT FREAKING AMAZING GUYS?! *appaulse* THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!!

Still overjoyed from the above, I begin reading the article ... then the doorbell rings.
brother: "wtf is the Purolator doing here?!"

I knew what it was, it's so exciting that the ugliness of the delivery guy did not bother me at all.
Come share in my excitement as you take a wift of this. EEEEEE, MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT TO MYSELF (<-- shut up, don't rain on my parade :D) ... AND MY FIRST ONLINE PURCHASE. You can look at the countless stop-motion-pictures of my unraveling and my awe of the amazing packaging on my flickr account.

I cannot tell you how much I love pen pressure, it'll make my photoshoping experience so much more convenient @$%@$%@$%@ *swoons*

Finally, an updated Family Photo:

Yep I named it Alessandro Giuseppe Antonio Anastasio Volta after the physicist because tablet harvests the potential of electromagnetism ... and volt is an electrical unit! See there's reason behind the madness!
I love how Alessandro's piano-like texture matches that of Edward's ... even Alessandro's blue backlit matches Edward's! Plus Wacom Bamboo is so much sleeker than the Bamboo Fun. yesyesyes.
(DON'T WORRY, I STILL LOVE YOU ADMIRAL JELLICOE.)

Mmkay, I have a driving lesson and softball practice to attend, LIFE IS GOOD~

Free Plug Line: "OMGHAIDEBBIE!"

buy, t@-t@;
Kung-Fu Chicken (KFC)
Signing off @ 1:53PM eastern